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Mi nombre es Carissa May Purcell. I'm 18, I'm a teacher's aide in a kindergarden class. I love to act, dance, sing, and play guitar. Visions Dance Studio has become my life. Tap, jazz, musical theatre♥.
I'm a practicing Catholic. I go to church every Sunday, I go to Youth Group, I attend Bible Study, I go to adoration, I love everything about my Savior Jesus Christ so I do as much as I can to grow in love with Him.
I love kiddie things like carnivals, swings, slides, playgrounds, carousels, building sand castles, splashing in puddles, ect.
Children are so precious to me, I love them all and I want at least 6. I think the most beautiful sound in the world is a child's laughter and the saddest sound in the world is a child crying.
I love classic movies. Snuggling under my blankets with a good Humphrey Bogart or Judy Garland movie makes me very happy. Horror movies on rainy nights are also something I enjoy =).
The Beatles are the one band I can listen to every day for the rest of my life without getting tired of, they have a song for every emotion I feel. John Lennon is my hero(next to Jesus of course lol).
Football is the greatest sport ever. If I could be a professional player in the NFL I would, and I'd be better than half of these sissy girls on the feild! I'm competitive and loss is not something I deal with very well, especially if it's stated before hand that the game will be competitive.
I have a very big mouth and I can never manage to keep it shut. I never used to speak my mind but I've learned to open up and tell others how I feel. I'm not too good at expressing emotion, the ones I'm good at are happy and scared. It's hard for me to show genuine affection to anyone but my family, and I don't cry easily. You can call me any name in the book, you can spit on me, you can tell me you hate me, you can call me fat or ugly and I still won't cry.
I am a very kindhearted person though, I'm not really mean unless provoked of course and I try not to be judgemental. I try to love others as the Father loves others, but it does get very difficult. I used to aspire to be an actress but now I'm aspiring to be a religious sister.
If you want to know more, read my journal =D.

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I can only imagine what it will be like when I walk by your side... [Saturday
March 3rd, 2007 at 3:08pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | I Can Only Imagine - Mercy Me ]

It's Saturday and I'm wiped out.
I have 2 jobs now and the 2nd isn't as demanding as the first one, but it's just so tiring because I leave my kids and from there I go to the church and run around and help Holly and Tuesdays, Wedensdays, Thursdays especially are busy already because all the stuff I have to squeeze into one day THEN I have to come home and do chores.
I have dance class in an hour. I love it, I love that class a lot, but it's the most exhausting thing I do b/c its nonstop dancing from the time you walk in until we leave whereas tap and theatre aren't so physically demanding.

I hung out with Chantal today and I was SO happy I did cause we just caught up and laughed and talked seriously. We both agreed that we've matured a lot since high school, she was driving around running errands and I just got out of work.. it's just so weird that we're busy now lol. We used to be like "ok what are we doing monday-thursday, nothing? cool." but now its like "when do you ever have time".
I don't think it's gunna be long before I crash. I give it a month.

There's also so many retreats I wanna go on but working at Washington School gets in the way, it's easy to get days off at the rectory cause my schedule is pretty flexible there and Holly's husband runs the retreats so she'll be on them too lol.
I just really wanna get deeper into my faith, it gives me the MOST JOY out of everything in life. More joy than Full Throttle, Starbucks, friends, family, CHILDREN, THE BEATLES, more joy than all of the things I think I love.
I'm truly in love with God and what do you do when you're in love? You don't put that person in a corner and do everything else that is less important to you, you want to be with that person all day and night, you want to talk to them, you want to make them happy, you want to give them everything. That's what I want to do. I want to put all of my heart and all of my time and all of my effort into Jesus. Just thinking about it gives me such a weightless feeling, it gives me butterflies, it makes me smiles so much that my cheeks hurt. I don't need to have a boyfriend or a crush to feel this way, all I have to do is put on a praise and worship cd and all those feelings come rushing in. You may think I'm crazy but until you try to build a relationship with the Lord then you can't criticize me.

After writing that I'm not worried about my hectic schedule anymore, I'm at peace. All I wanna do now is fall to my knees and thank God for all the blessings in my life, big and small. The deep breath of air I just took, that's a blessing. My AMAZING parents and sisters, that's a blessing. My life is a blessing. I'm so happy now and I just want to keep writing but I'll go on for hours.. and that's not a bad thing I guess. =D


"I Can Only Imagine" - Mercy Me

I can only imagine
What it will be like
When I walk
By your side

I can only imagine
What my eyes will see
When your face
Is before me
I can only imagine

[Chorus:]
Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all
I can only imagine

I can only imagine
When that day comes
And I find myself
Standing in the Son

I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever
Forever worship You
I can only imagine

[Chorus]

I can only imagine [x2]

I can only imagine
When all I will do
Is forever, forever worship you

[Friday
November 11th, 2005 at 3:47pm]
Ok. So I figured, most of the people on my LJ don't really know me, so here are some of the most random facts about me. Maybe you'll learn something.. maybe you'll get bored and pass right by it and learn nothing at all.

Image hosted by Photobucket.comI hate watching the news because it depresses me.
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI can swallow pills
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI have Emerald City painted on my wall
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI have every Beatle CD
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI've seen almost every Johnny Depp movie
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI like learning random facts about my fave. celebrities
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm scared of the dentist
Image hosted by Photobucket.comOn my front teeth there are ugly stains because that part is bonding material, it's not my real tooth
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI used to be VERY skinny
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI had braces
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI have strong nails
Image hosted by Photobucket.comMy parents are still together
Image hosted by Photobucket.comA lot of times I think of sad things, like my parents dying, and I have no clue why
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI have my Oscar's Acceptance Speech planned out already
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI can dance, but I don't show it
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI smoke cigarettes and I have asthma
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI have a lot of allergies, but only one of them is a food allergie
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI've been playing guitar since I was in 7th grade and I'm a Senior in HS now
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI like most types of music
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm a gay Catholic
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI always try to look at the bright side of things
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm literally obsessed over John Lennon
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI used to think the Playboy Channel was fun to watch
Image hosted by Photobucket.comWhen I like someone I become obsessed
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI sometimes question my faith
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI plan to stay a virgin till marriage
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI used to want to try LSD
Image hosted by Photobucket.comThe more you tell me to do something, the more I push away
Image hosted by Photobucket.comMy most prized posession is a scrubby knitted pillow that I got when I was 2
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI was able to reciet The Wizard of Oz since I was about 5 or 6
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI want a farm with lots of horses
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI love the NYJETS
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm gullible
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI've been to see almost all my favorite bands/artists in concert:David Bowie, Paul McCartney, The Rolling Stones, The Used, Sugarcult, Story of the Year, Rooney
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI have natural highlights
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm growing my hair out so I can cut it and donate it
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI get confused easily
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm good with directions
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI failed math countless times
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI've been to Summer School for Spanish and Chemistry
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm obviously not a good student
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI love Cherry Coke
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI've cut school to go to NYC on a freezing cold day
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI used to hate showers but now I love them
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI love the smell of the cold weather
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI love the snow but I hate being cold
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm prone to getting sick
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm a walking accident
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI've learned to love aerobics
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI hate the taste of toothpaste
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI fart in public and I'm not ashamed
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI hate glittery belts, UG boots, and bug-eye sunglasses
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI used to love Spongebob Squarepants until everyone ruined him
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI'm scared of having kids and getting fat, it runs in my family :/
Image hosted by Photobucket.comI want to be Audrey Hepburn

WOOHOO!

[Monday
October 3rd, 2005 at 6:59pm]
Today is the 5th anniversary of my Uncle's death so I figured I'd pay a little tribute to him.

Read more... )

[Thursday
September 29th, 2005 at 11:06pm]
Don't you just loooove people who talk shit, build themselves up, and then don't act upon it? Don't you love people who have a problem with you, but yet, they can't tell you to your face, they have to tell your friends through myspace? Don't you love people who say they have a problem with you for one specific reason, but then change it when they realize, that's nothing to argue about, it's ridiculous? Don't you just adore people who claim that kicking ass is what they do for a living, but they have the chance to do it sooo many times, but they don't? I know I do.

This girl seriously needs a life. Her fatass sister can't handle her own problems, so when I make fun of her, she has to go tell big scary lesbian sister so she can come kick my ass, or just add another reason onto the list. The first reason is because I ratted her out. The 2nd is because she has a problem with my sister, so she has a problem with me even though she has "respect" for my sister *nods* sure ya do. The 3rd is because I make fun of her sister. I'm not stupid and neither is her sister. I'm almost egging this bitch on because then I'll be rollin in dough after I sue her broke family for all they have if she even touches me, and her sister knows not to turn around and say something, she'll just run home to her sister so she could take care of her problems for her.

So I see this dyke after school and she doesnt say one thing to me, she's walking right behind me and I didn't know it until she was crossing the street and then she decides to say something, so I turn once I hear the word "fattie" and I see her scurrying across the street so Im like "YEAH I LOVE HOW BITCHES ARE SO MUCH TALK BUT NO ACTION! IM A FATTIE WHORE BUT THEY CANT SAY IT TO MY FACE HUH? THEY SAY IT WHEN THEY'RE CROSSING THE STREET!" and she keeps walking, of course.

Now I'm scared, she sure told me..

[Friday
September 23rd, 2005 at 2:50pm]


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[Friday
September 16th, 2005 at 10:01pm]

I love quizzes, I always feel like a celebrity when I answer them )

[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005 at 2:39pm]
Beatle quiz. Answer the quiz with the title of the song the lyrics are from.

A, B, C, D, Can I bring my friend to tea? E, F, G, H, I, J, K, I love you: All Together Now
Come and keep your comrade warm: Back in the USSR
Love is all, love is new, Love is all, love is you: Because
He's the all American bullet-headed saxon mother's son: Bungalow Bill
And in the middle of the celebrations I break down: You Never Give me Your Money

I pick a moon dog, Well you can radiate ev'rything you are: Dig a Pony
Well, well, well, you're feeling fine: Dr Robert
When I'm walking beside her people tell me I'm lucky: Every Little Thing
And in the end the love you take is equal to the love you make: The End
She takes her time and doesn't feel she has to hurry: For No One
Because you're sweet and lovely, girl I love you: For You Blue

Standing on the cast iron shore-yeah: Glass Onion
Close your eyes and I'll close mine: Goodnight
You may be a lover but you ain't no dancer: Helter Skelter
I want to tell her that I love her but I gotta get a bellyfull of wine: Her Majesty
But as it is I'll dream of her: I've Just Seen a Face
Coming on strong all the time: I Me Mine

How could I ever have lost you: Long Long Long
And what you've got means such a lot to me: Love You To
Shaves in the dark trying to save paper: Mean Mister Mustard
When you find yourself in the thick of it, Help yourself to a bit of what it is: Martha My Dear
Oh, you're giving me the same old line I'm wond'ring why: Not a Second Time
So I look around and I notice there wasn't a chair: Norwegian Wood (This Bird Has Flown)

So escaping from this zoo: Old Brown Shoe
You may think the chords are going wrong but they're not: Northern Song
What they need's a damn good whacking: Piggies
She's so good-looking but she looks like a man: Polythene Pam
Her name was Magil and she called herself Lil but everyone knew her as Nancy: Rocky Racoon

I fucking love this band.

[Wednesday
September 14th, 2005 at 1:52pm]
Who's gunna have hearing problems by the time they're 20? That's me!

HOLY SHIT! If that wasn't the best show I've ever seen..shoot me.

Yeah, they didn't play everything I wanted and they played mostly the typical songs, it still fucking rocked...hard.
SET LIST
Start Me Up
She's So Cold
You Got Me Rocking

Tumblin Dice
Rough Justice
Back Of My Hand
19th Nervous Breakdown
Bitch
All Down The Line
Get Up Stand Up
The Worst
Infamy
Miss You
Oh No Not You Again
Satisfaction
Honky Tonk Woman
Sympathy For The Devil
Paint It Black
Its Only Rock 'n' Roll
Jumpin Jack Flash
Can't Always Get What You Want
Brown Sugar


Oh gosh, when the show ended I wanted to cry. It was amazing. I bought a shirt with tour dates on the back so I could show off lol. OMG you HAD to see Mick wiggling his hips, WHATTTT?! I wanted to die, I almost fell to the floor. How the hell can you be older than my fuckin dad and still be hot?! I don't know how they do it. All of them. I even looked at Charlie in a new way lol. WTF?! Oh man! OH MAN!
Seriously though..
Alanis Morrisette or however you spell it opened up. She was really good, I forgot how much I used to like her when I was younger. She's great live. And her guitar, hot as hell. It's all jeweled up, it's hot.
I had to pee REALLLY bad before the show started so my padre is yelling "GO NOW!" and I'm like "Are you stupid? This is my first (and certainly not last) Stone's concert, if I miss the opening I'll jump off this balcony to my death" so I held it in until Rough Justice came on since it's not a classic yet. We met these 2 guys, one was gay, the other was piss drunk before the show even started lol. The gay one kept saying how beautiful I was and my dad was getting really pissed lol, until I said "Dad, calm down, he's gay" and he's like "Oooh alright" so we talked all before the show started, which was about 2 hours lol. He was like "I've been to 25 shows, I can predict that since it's fashion week, Jack Nicolson is back stage" I was like "No way!" and he was like "Oh yeah, definatly." and went on about why he would be back stage. Then he was like "Oh and Johnny Depp, he's GOTTA be here" I don't know what came over me, I just started freaking out. Maybe it could be because I was in the same room with Rock GODS, A sex god and a movie god..I dunno.
So yeah, finally the show started and before I knew it, it was over.

It DEFINATLY beat out David Bowie. If David didn't fuck up on my favorite song, we might have a close call, but since he repeated a verse 2 times in Life on Mars, he ruined his chances. But Paul, I dunno man, that was a fuckin amazing concert, but it was a while ago so I don't remember the feeling of being there and stuff and it was at Continental Airlines so..
I mean if The Stones did Heartbreaker, Dead Flowers, Can You Hear Me Knockin, Mothers Little Helper and a few more classics that go WAY back, it would have definatly beat out Paul, but they did your commerical songs, so. But I'm not complaining because it was amazing.

Paint It Black was probably the best song they did, I think, but then again, all the songs were great. Especially when the show started coming to an end.. the crowd and the band was rockin nonstop! Oh man.

I saved some streamers from the show lol, I'll never give those up. I lost my Paul streamers I'm NOT losing these!

Just another mad, mad day... [Monday
September 12th, 2005 at 3:51pm]
[ mood | devious ]
[ music | Moonlight Mile-The Rolling Stones ]

Oh man, I can't believe The Rolling Stone's concert is tomorrow!! I can call in the radio station to talk to them live tonight!! It's soooo exciting! I'm so gunna do it. I need something good to say. I should just be like "Heyyy boys, I'm a 17 year old girl from New Jersey, I'm going to see you tomorrow night. I've been a fan for a looooong time and I really love your music. Now Mick, I know you're old enough to be my grandfather but I would love if we could hook up after the show yannow?" Hahaha, knowing me, I would really say that lol. I wanna know the set list so I know what to expect and what not to excpet and what songs to brush up on and whatnot. Some kid stopped me in the hall and goes "THE STONNNES!" and gave me a thumbs up and I go "YEEAH I'M SEEING THEM TOMORROW!" and gave him a thumbs up to make the kid jealous. Haha. Bitch. I know if I wore my Keith Richards shirt he's stare at it and wouldn't have a clue who was on my shirt. I hate that. I love how I wear my Stones shirt and people are like "Awesome band" and then I wear my Keef shirt and people are like "Who's he" and I'm like "Yeah, awesome band right?..."

School was good today, I finally got cool people in my Child Development class and I hit Vanessa with a chair "accidently" when I was carrying it out to the hall to decorate the bulliten board..oops. It was really funny though, she goes "OWCH" and I looked at her and laughed and she goes "You could say your sorry" and I go to this Junior girl "What if I'm not?" and we laughed at my awesome joke and Vanessa rolls her eyes and huffs as usual because she wishes she was as hot as I am.

Speaking of bitches...so Jess Yuelling, the tough girl who says she loves to beat people up, she starts telling my friends that I'm a "cunt liking fattie whore" which first off..makes no sense. I mean, she could call me a "fat cunt liking whore", but she choses something to show off her stupidity. ANYWAY.. she tells my friends all this bad shit about me, then I see her after school, she doesn't say a word to me, I look her right in the eyes and she doesn't have one thing to say, she has my screen name, but yet, she IMs other people to tell them that I'm a slut. She just wants me. She's sad her girlfriend is fucking ugly, and she's sad she's uglier, so she says shit about me to make herself feel better. It's ok to be jealous honey, everyone is. I wish people would grow up. She wants me to say something so she has an excuse to start a fight, I'm not stupid. I'm not gunna say a word to her, I won't hand it to her that easily, she has to learn she has to work for me. Oh yeah bitches. I'm on a roll.

Woohoo for Craig being in my drama class.
Woohoo for The Rolling Stones tomorrow night.
Woohoo for dumb bitches.
Woohoo for me!

[Thursday
September 8th, 2005 at 11:06pm]
Hey all. Finally, a real update.
So far the school year's been keepin me busy, but that's cause I'm runnin all over with Chantitty, Karly and Tanya after school. Ah yes.

Hey guess what! I went to see The Used and you're jealous. And you're also jealous that I stood right in front..first fucking row baby. I get lucky with concerts. Jess actually got the spot but had to leave in the middle to meet those fuckers.
30 Seconds to Mars opened and they were AMAZING. Day of Content opened too..mm the lead singer looked like Scott Weiland so I was screaming in Jess's ear the whole time. I wanted to jump on that fucking stage and bang him like a drum (haha get it, band joke type thing..yeah I'm a nerd, get over it). But yes, this guy was..oh my.. OH. MY. Alexisonfire also opened, the lead singers trademark was blowing snot rockets so I almost puked the non-existant food in my stomach. H2O came on, they kinda bored me. Then this street drum band came on, they were really good. One guy from the band, he was hot, and he kept sitting on the edge of the stage, he stared right into my eyes while he was banging on the garbage can and his eyes were "laser beams...sucked me right in". Seriously though, they were so seductive..thank goodness I bought and extra pair of panties ;) So finally The Used came out. Ohhh Lord Almighty... Bert came out I almost exploded in my pants. Quinn was on my side, which was great, but he was high so he was very spaced out. They opened with "Take it Away" and in the beginning Bert yells "GET DOWN! WOO" so he stuck the mic out for us to go "WOO" but no one did it except me and I did it nice and loud so Quinn heard me and looked and laughed lol. Before "On My Own" Bert was saying "It's great to be here tonight. Its great to be alive. Dont take it for granted. blah blah" and I knew he was dedicating it to Katie, a girl who recently passed away that he cared about a lot and he was really hurt by it, the whole damn album is dedicated to her. So anyway, he took a long pause in the middle of the song so these girls next to me started screaming and I was standing there just looking at him, cause it's a serious moment lol, so he looked over and I smiled at him like "I know Bert, I know what it's like" and he smiled back and put his hand on his heart. I almost died. They played "Sound Effects and Overdramatics" which was awesome, but they didn't play "Buried Myself Alive" or "Greener With the Scenery" which are my faves. from the first album or "Luncay Fringe" or "Cut Up Angels" from the second one. It was still an amazing show, they're soooo good live. Jeph had this dark makeup on his eyes and when he stared it was..hot, very luring too, so I started singing to him in the middle of "Listening" and he was staring at me while I was singing to him then he laughed and looked away. I love how they interact with the fans so much. I think it was probably because I was one of the only people in my section that knew every fuckin song so I get a lot of cool looks from the band, lol. I love concerts, I really do.

[Friday
September 2nd, 2005 at 7:45pm]

I'm about to run out the door right now so I'll just post with pictures and I'll write about yesterday later on.

NYC BABY! )

My heart went BOOM... [Saturday
August 27th, 2005 at 11:30am]
[ music | I Saw Her Standing There-The Beatles ]

Goodie! Pictures! )

[Tuesday
August 23rd, 2005 at 1:40pm]

01. I am a dreamer.
02. I want to be a footnote in a book someday.
03. I am not colorblind.
04. Kurt Cobain is quite possibly the only person whose corpse I would seriously consider having sex with. I think I'd actually do it, quite honestly. --Change that name to Jim Morrison and you've got yourself a bolded sentence
05. I have seen snow before.
06. I always forget when I am cooking and start kitchen catastrophies.
07. I don't like men, but I don't like women either.
08. I have never had a girlfriend, but I would like to someday.
09. I feel like I was born in the wrong time period.
10. I want to live in a downtown studio apartment, but I also want a house with a wrap-around porch.

11. I have the black thumb of death when it comes to plants and/or small pets.
12. Sometimes, I talk to myself.  
13. If any small, sharp, pain inducing object is on the floor/ground, my foot will find it. --lmfao!
14. I love to be barefoot.
15. Some music makes me sad. And I like it.
16. I love giving gifts to people, even if it’s not a special day.
17. I want to be a revolution all by myself.
18. I don't know what I want to be.
19. I have never seen The Godfather or Pulp Fiction.
20. I like getting things in the mail.

21. I'd be ashamed if I were ever First Lady, why not just go for the gold?
22. I pretend that everything is okay to protect the ones I love.
23. I am anal about my hands--I like for them to always be clean. If they are dirty, I feel gross. 
24. I procrastinate. A lot.
25. I have trouble not singing to songs I know. Even if I hate them.

26. I am happier as an atheist than I ever was as a Christian.
27. My whole family thinks that I am just going through a stereotypical phase. 
28. I love to take pictures, even though I don’t get to do it as much as I’d like.
29. I sometimes get jealous.  
30. I am a lot more bisexual than I will ever admit to most people.
31. My parents are divorced.
32. I'm a packrat. I never throw anything out.
33. Going to the beach during a hurricane and a really good concert are my chosen religious experiences.
34. I need a vacation from myself.
35. I speak only English fluently, and that makes me sad.
36. I'm a desperate insomniac.
37. I'm a music snob, and this doesn't bother me.
38. I love candle-light.
39. When I was really little, I asked my mom if I could marry my dad. She said no, and I was mad.
40. I don't like makeup, but I like the way my cheeks get flushed after being out in the snow, or the slight red I get when I have a mild sunburn on my face.
41. I am addicted to 24.
42. I take really, really, really long baths; I read whole books in one bath.
43. I think I have the capacity for alcoholism.
44. If I ever got jury duty, I would be ecstatic. I think it sounds like such fun.
45. Money is very important to me.
46. I have a lot of issues with my family. Especially my mother.
47. I am the oldest child.
48. I have a great boyfriend.
49. I piss myself off a lot.
50. I am loved.
51. Words fascinate me.
52. I am very independent.
53. I need more sleep.

54. My car is one of the most important things to me. It is my key to freedom; my escape, should I need one.
55. People think I'm funny.
56. I think I'm funny, too.
57. My boyfriend gave me too many stuffed animals and I had to put them in a box in the attic when I left for college. I still feel guilty.
58. I'm scatter-brained.
59. I love period costumes, and want to wear them every day.
60. I can dance, but I can’t... it’s odd.
61. I am always reading at least one book.
62. I wish I could fly.
63. I'm afraid of heights.  
64. I have a lot of drive, but have problems keeping interest in things I have started.
65. I love to argue.
66. I have an innie belly button.
67. I suffer from chronic pain. --
lol I'm always hurting somewhere if that's what this means
68. I should be asleep right now.
69. I have strong affection for ice cream.
70. When people ask me if I smoke, I smile and say, "Not cigarettes."
71. I have a fetish for 80's music. A big one.
72. I think I have an unhealthy obsession with music. But I don't mind. --only good music
73. Once, I was able to have a lucid dream, but it was so exhausting that I've never tried it again.
74. I would love to have more money.
75. I have a habit of arguing with the television. 
76. I just found out that blue was the original color of St. Patrick's Day.
77. I like to surprise my friends with stupid trivia.
78. I love politics.
79. I am having an identity crisis.
80. I like jigsaw puzzles from time to time.
81. I am crazy.
82. I enjoy eating tomato sandwiches.
83. I hate George W. Bush with every fiber of my being.
84. I keep notes on the things that Texas has done to piss me off.
85. I can be very stubborn.
86. I don't make my bed in the morning, I make it right before I go to bed.
87. I need more clothes.
88. I still stick my tongue out at people.
89. I don't like to yawn in front of people. I have a really bad yawn face.
90. If I had the money, I would buy DVD box sets of all my favorite TV shows.
91. We used to cruise at the Oceanfront with the windows down, blasting Bon Jovi
92. I am still afraid of the dark.
93. I believe in ghosts.
94. I love hugs.
95. I like to watch movies that I've already seen with people who haven't.
96. I am very picky with some things, others I don’t worry about.

97. Purple is my favorite color. 
98. I have a sticker that says "sinner" on my car.
99. I wonder if anyone has de-bolded and changed number 100 since the first occurrence of this survey.
100. I do not have a name for my mattress--I call it beddie..kinda like eddie. When I'm really tired I fall on my bed and say "Hello Beddie"

[Saturday
August 20th, 2005 at 7:17pm]
1: Audren Hepburn...elegant, popular, humane (100%)
2: Katharine Hepburn...independent, classy, brilliant (78%)
3: Lauren Bacall...tomboyish, down to earth, loyal (64%)
4: Greta Garbo...mysterious, reclusive, unconventional (62%)
5: Natalie Wood...exciting, vulnerable, versatile (62%)
6: Myrna Loy...loveable, respected, innocent (61%)
7: Bette Davis...sarcastic, independent, strong (60%)
8: Grace Kelly...classy, mature, quiet (58%)
9: Hedy Lamarr...exotic, intelligent, innovative (58%)
10: Elizabeth Taylor...strong, sensual, scandalous (53%)
11: Ingrid Bergman...vulnerable, nonmaterialistic, loveable (51%)
12: Vivien Leigh...determined, troubled, passionate (51%)
13: Sophia Loren...reserved, magnetic, smoldering (49%)
14: Ginger Rogers...moral, cute, dancing queen (46%)
15: Judy Garland...talented, dependent, legendary (46%)
16: Joan Crawford...intense, obsessive, powerful (45%)
17: Doris Day...sweet, funny, pure (43%)
18: Marlene Dietrich...sexual, fickle, open (40%)
19: Rita Hayworth...sexy, modest, sweet (39%)
20: Carole Lombard...funny, bubbly, tomboy (38%)
21: Jean Harlow...original, sassy, bold (38%)
22: Veronica Lake...opinionated, selfish, honest (35%)
23: Mae West...extreme, brash, ballsy (35%)
24: Marilyn Monroe...sexy, troubled, magnetic (31%)
25: Jayne Mansfield...easygoing, kind, ambitious (28%)
http://www.selectsmart.com/plus/select.php?url=classicstarlet

[Saturday
August 20th, 2005 at 6:17pm]
norma jean
You're Norma Jean. You're sweet, lovely and
innocent. You have big dreams of making it in
Hollywood, but have no idea what that may mean
for you.


Which Marilyn Monroe Are You? (with pictures!)
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You are Audrey Hepburn. You aren't a firey beauty
that stops cars, but when people get a good
look at you, they adore your face. You're
lovely and it's more natural because you never
fuss too much over your looks. Your manner is
charming and easy, your voice soothing, and
your mind sharp. You will have many admirers
and as long as you keep your head on your
shoulders, your choices will be wise.


Which vintage movie star are you most like?(For girls)
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*Dances*

Audrey Hepburn
You Are...Audrey Hepburn! Elegant and
Sophisticated. You are a true Hollywood legend.


Which Female Actor Are You?
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*dances some more*

You are Regina Lambert!
Watch out! You're Regina Lambert from Charade.
You're classy and mysterious, but be careful -
murder seems to be lurking around the corner
everywhere you go.


Which Audrey Hepburn Are You?
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*still dancing*


You're Humanitarian-Audrey! You care deeply about
people, and have a passion for helping the less
fortunate. You use your fame for the good of
others. If everyone were like you, the world
would be a better place.


Which Audrey Hepburn Are You?
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[Tuesday
July 26th, 2005 at 2:21pm]

Pictures from Kathy's partayy.

What nucccaaah?! )

[Monday
July 25th, 2005 at 1:49pm]
Ok here is what you do....below is the alphabet with descriptions next to them. Spell your name like I did by copying and pasting the letter and descriptions. Post it and let's see what you are made of!!

A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgmental.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
J - Jealousy
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physique and looks.
W - You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y- You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone


C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
R - You are a social butterfly.
I - You are always smiling and making others smile.
S - You are very broad-minded.
S - You are very broad-minded.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind

M - Success comes easily to you.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind
Y- You cause a lot of trouble.

P - You are very friendly and understanding.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
R - You are a social butterfly.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
E - You are a very exciting person.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.

Intresting...

[Monday
July 18th, 2005 at 8:35pm]
The bus ride back from Steubenville was funny, I just didn't add it in the original and make it even longer. We got up, danced to Big House, Experience the Glory, and Lord I Life Your Name on High in the asiles of the bus. Only St Cecilia's youth group. Then Mike sang John Jacob Jingle Harmer Smith or whatever it's called and he got everyone to sing it and they all looked at me and huddled up and when it was time to yell "THERE GOES JOHN JACOB JINGLE HARMER SMITH DA DA DA DA DA DA DA" Mike shot up, threw his head back and screamed it, it was HYSTERICAL. Then he sang Sean McDonald had a farm, ey ai ey ai oh lol. He made Duffy, Omar, Janine, Maria, and Holly part of his farm and they would fill in the blanks when he pointed to them so Duffy was "with a skate skate here and a skate skate there" since he's a huge skate boarder, Omar was an "OWWW" since he always yells that, Janine was a chicken cluck since she does it so well, Maria was a dimple since she has cute dimples and Holly was a pray since she's always praying lol.

Holly and I talked about chasity, being gay in the catholic church which she was supportive of, my uncle, all different stuff like that. We joked around, made fun of Sean, all different stuff. I went to the back of the bus by the bathroom at one point and it stunk horrible and I announced it and everyone got mad at me cause I was sitting at the front where the air was fresh while everyone chose to suffer. It was so funny. Then I went to use the bathroom and I tried to open the door so I was pulling on it and Jeanette goes "Push" and I look, push it and smile and run inside and when I do I trip and hit into the wall and apparently everyone outside heard it and started laughing but I couldn't tell they were laughing cause it was so loud in the bathroom.

The bus ride was DEFINATLY the funniest. Duffy was hysterical, so was Omar, Sean, and Mike. I fucking love those people to death.

No one else could take your place... [Monday
July 18th, 2005 at 2:58pm]
[ mood | jubilant ]
[ music | Draw me close-Sonicflood ]

This weekend the most incredible thing happened to me. It was the best 3 days of my entire life. The best experience EVER! It's all under the cut but just a fair warning, it's a little long, but bless you if you read it. Theres a lot of funny things, and a lot of hot guy talk :)
Steubenville 2005 )

[Thursday
July 7th, 2005 at 7:04pm]

UUUUGHHHHH!!!!!!
JOHNNY DEPP ON TRL. SOOOOO... UUUUGHHH!
The only bad thing about the interview is that he doesn't like Styx.. which kinda sucks cause I like them, but his favorite band is The Rolling Stones! UGH! I would fuck him like no tomorrow listening to them. Start Me Up, Don't Stop UGH! No dumb bitch from Paris is going to steal him from me. Oh no no no no!
UGH! They showed a clip from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory and he was like "Everything here is edible, even me, BUT that would be considered canabalizm" FUCK THAT. I'd be a canibal ANY motherfucking day if I could just bite a peice of that FINE ass. UUUUGGGGGHHH!!!! I DON'T CARE WHAT ANYBODY SAYS..HE LOOKS FUCKING HOOOOOTTTTT IN THAT MOVIE! HOLY MOTHERFUCKING SHIT! He tries to look bad in movies, it just doesn't work, even in FALILV when he's bald.. I don't care! Even when he's a pool of blood, UGH! I would lick that blood right off him!! Oh man!!! When I go see that I'll be shouting obsene comments during that whole movie. "DON'T TOUCH THAT SQUIRRELS NUTS!" "Well can I touch yours then?" Stuff along that line. OH LORD! OH LORD! Thank you What's Eating Gilbert Grape and ABC family for introducing that sexy man to me. I'm listening to Can't You Hear Me Knocking right now and looking at my sexy icon..oh boy. There's even boobies in it!! How can you go wrong?!!
Ok, enough! Here are some pictures of my baby's daddy..

HOT MOTHERFUCKING SEX UNDER THIS CUT! BEWARE )

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